I aM Me oN tHe inSide!!!

This is who I am
This is who I am

I am me on the inside!!! As wild as this may sound; I really can be judged by the way I look on the outside!! I don’t know if it’s just a Gemini thing or what,  but majority of people always know what I’m feeling or thinking by they way I look… I even have facial expressions for what I’m thinking like

Really? Foreal?
Really? Foreal?

Which usually means I only believe half or none of what you are saying… it’s funny because most of my friends and colleagues will normally speak for me… most of the time I have no idea I’m even making faces… you know that got me in trouble alot!!! I really learned to do it because when I conversate; I tend to dominate the conversation, therefore,  I learned to speak with my mind to get people to see I understand what they are saying but I’m holding back my comments until they finish their argument or speech… it really does wonders when I’m on the phone and I don’t want the person to hear me make fun of them!!! Well as for who I am on the inside if you see smile then you know I’m having a great time in that point in life, but if I’m dragging and really not paying attention to anyone then you know I’m just not having a great day!!! I really am a ressemblence of my inner me on the outside!!! I have never been good at hiding my emotions either!!! Well that’s me and I hope yall enjoyed it!!! Comment if you dare lol!!!
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Three key goals

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I really want to inspire people to enter into the unknown and do it proudly!!! I’m not talking about doing something crazy like drugs or binge drinking!!! I’m talking about actually applying to a job they always wanted and getting it!! Or going somewhere they’ve always wanted to go but always made excuses as to why they can’t do it!!

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I want to get more people into reading what I blog about because it is genuinely me!! I dont go around copying what other people are doing but I do enjoy reading how others think. I want people to continue following me because they enjoy my unique blogs and want nothing more but to see what’s on my mind!!!

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I want to see three times as many comments on my blogs as I have already because I enjoy positive criticism. .. I really like knowing that I misspelled a word or I actually have someone who is against what I have to say!! Lets keep up the contact and continue to interact!!!

Truth Serum?

If I had a truth Serum it wouldn’t matter because I can almost always tell when someone is being dishonest, but there is this one kid I would really love to try it with. I mean you know that whatever comes out of this kids mouth is going to be a lie the minute u look at him. This kid would really lie his way out of anything. His name is Jesse “bubba” perez… he is my cousins son and I can’t remember a time this kid actually said the truth for once… I know everyone is probably like give it to ur spouse or parents, but my spouse doesn’t exist at the moment in my life and I’ve already gotten my parents drunk enough to spill it!! Lol now I chose this kid because I really would like to know 1.Why do you lie all the time? 2. Do you really enjoy it that much? And 3. Can you stop and be honest from here on out? I mean that would really be amazing. It just doesn’t look right for a kid to sit around liYing every five minutes… I tried talking to him and telling him how he will lose all his friends and family, but he really doesn’t seem to care.. well that’s it for now… till next time 😉

Assholes Welcome

Most people wander why most of the people in my inner circle are such assholes and why I happen to keep them around for so long! Well I really enjoy brutal honesty no matter how it makes me feel and that’s the only truth you will receive from one of my buddies! You see these guys are the best advice givers because they don’t care how you feel; if what your saying sounds stupid or completely off the wall, they are not afraid of stopping you and letting you know! The truth will be distorted like when a woman asks, “does this make me look fat?” The usual response is, “no baby u are beautiful no matter what you wear!” That is so far from the truth especially after they buy it and after the first night almost everyone posted comments on how it really made her look fat… now she is sitting there looking at you with that, “wtf!” Look that we all know and dispise. .. well these guys will avoid all that and simply reply, “No, the dress looks amazing but you should get it in a bigger size!” It seems messed up but why lie? They believe like I do that the truth always comes around; therefore, just say what it is all the time and there will never be a fight! Some people can’t handle the truth and for them I’m sorry and glad your not my friend! I learned to be completely honest and my friendson really allow that to happen. If anyone of you has any pointers feel free to comment!! Brutal honesty is not only OK but welcomed!!

Welcome Home Joe

The day he got out...
The day he got out…

My brother just got out of jail after doing eight months for taking the fall for one of our many crazy parties back in 2009!!! He’s on paroll, but at least he is here and we are back to hanging out and drinking… I really missed not having him around; especially because he really knows how to tell it like it is. I never could sit back and be upset with myself or stay down no matter what the reason because he just wasn’t having that shit!!! I enjoy partying with him because there is always something happening but at least we stay out of trouble for the most part. I don’t think there has ever been a time when life was too hard for us. He always managed to keep me and everyone around up and positive! There is always a way out of something and there is no need to be down about it! He really made me try hard when I was in my senior yr of high school because when he tooknows the fall that was his one request to me! As you all know I was able to finish. I am always trying to help him stay on the right track because if it wasn’t for him I’d probably be in the same boat. I look up to him to get his fuck you attitude in the sense that life will keep one with or without you!!!

My brother Joe and I at slackers sportsbar
My brother Joe and I at slackers sportsbar
My older brother and eye at slackers bar
My older brother and eye at slackers bar
Just enjoying life like the good old days
Just enjoying life like the good old days

Verbosity Unfortunately

I tend to use way more words than is actually needed to explain topics or even just “my side” because I want my readers to understand my story’s rather than grabbing a dictionary every five minutes. I am targeting all ages and people from all walks of life. If you can read then you can follow me!!! 🙂 don’t get me wrong I’d love to learn brevity some to get to the point with fewer words, but for now I’m interested in catching people’s attention and imagination. Although twitter does begin to be a handful at times, I still manage to get what I need out with the little bit of words or characters rather… I’m just glad to have the followers I have and hope to attain many more interested like minded minds and if u have any comments or suggestions please feel free. If you would like to really connect with me please feel free as well via http://about.me/ramon_prds

Christian Reyna 2014

Christian Reyna 2014
Christian Reyna
2014

I was working overnight at heb at the beginning of this month and I had some friends staying at my apt. Life was good and people would normally be in and out of my place that I ordinarily didn’t know because I usually slept and worked and then slept some more…. well the first day i was introduced to this guy Christian; he is talking about throwing a big party at a hotel room with alot of females. I am not the type to party nor do I like being in a room with more than fifteen people with one thing in mind. So right off the bat I figured he wasn’t a friend of mine nor would we ever hangout because I’m not into the party seen. A few months later he started coming over but he never came empty handed. I mean this guy would have beer and other party favors for everyone. I started liking him already lol. The first couple times we hung out; he and I really didn’t communicate because we barely knew each other. At the time I just went thru a rough break up with my ex which resulted with losing touch with a beautiful 2 year old baby girl who grew to know me as daddy. Instead of criticism or taunting me he leant a ear. He would ask about her to see why, who, what, when, and where…. then he would go on to say that I needed to learn to keep my emotions out of my relationships. That I’m a smart guy with too much heart and with that being said I would always let my emotions get the best of me (which is true.) You see people had always told me I was too nice, but he went the extra mile and got into details. I will never forget our talks and now we still chit chat and I’m waiting to catch him on an off day so we can go for drinks on my tab lol and kick back. We both love working and getting out there into the world to make our mark. He is also trying to have a family, but like me we are waiting for “the one!” You know in fairytales where no matter what happens they always stay at your side. Well anyway he is a real awesome person and if you ever meet him tell him I said what’s gewd!!!

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