I aM Me oN tHe inSide!!!

This is who I am
This is who I am

I am me on the inside!!! As wild as this may sound; I really can be judged by the way I look on the outside!! I don’t know if it’s just a Gemini thing or what,  but majority of people always know what I’m feeling or thinking by they way I look… I even have facial expressions for what I’m thinking like

Really? Foreal?
Really? Foreal?

Which usually means I only believe half or none of what you are saying… it’s funny because most of my friends and colleagues will normally speak for me… most of the time I have no idea I’m even making faces… you know that got me in trouble alot!!! I really learned to do it because when I conversate; I tend to dominate the conversation, therefore,  I learned to speak with my mind to get people to see I understand what they are saying but I’m holding back my comments until they finish their argument or speech… it really does wonders when I’m on the phone and I don’t want the person to hear me make fun of them!!! Well as for who I am on the inside if you see smile then you know I’m having a great time in that point in life, but if I’m dragging and really not paying attention to anyone then you know I’m just not having a great day!!! I really am a ressemblence of my inner me on the outside!!! I have never been good at hiding my emotions either!!! Well that’s me and I hope yall enjoyed it!!! Comment if you dare lol!!!
Masks Off

The Book the Secret

Really great eye-opener
Really great eye-opener

As wild as this may sound; I started reading this book called The Secret, and ever since I have been getting a better view of life. Now I didn’t just go out and find this book I have this weird habit of putting my email into everything I see that says “email sign up!”… I don’t know about yall, but I like reading and learning new things from real people; therefore, when I see someone offering advise or books I am always willing to sign up. It just gives me something to do later. I don’t recall exactly which mailing list I was on when I was introduced to this new way of thinking. I was always so hard on myself and having lost my relationship, car, job, and apt. This was the perfect time to change the way I thought and start being more positive about life! I started reading this book, joined several affiliate programs, and now I am happy to say I get help from several people on how to promote and how to really get noticed. I really thought life was still going to be lonely for me, but then I met this amazing person who really seems to know how to mage me genuinely smile!!! She gives me hope when I was so used to inspiring others… life just seems to keep getting better everyday!!! I am now living what most call on the edge and really living like everyday were my last!!! All thanks to positive thinking and the willingness to learn. I truly believe that one small alteration in your day to day activity can alter your life… stepping into the unknown can really open doors

Falling Down


Believe it or not my favorite movie of all time right in front of batman forever is Falling Down!! Most of the people I talk to have no idea what I’m talking about but just watch the first fifteen minutes of this movie and I know you will all he hooked!! I mean this movie is about your average Joe that has so much grasp of the world and breaks!! He is a guy who is trying to make it to his daughters birthday and deals with your everyday (excuse my language) bullshit!!! He was divorced and his wife has custody of his daughter; therefore this man is on his way to see his daughter but had been stressed to the point where he yelled too much at his wife and she put a restraining order on him. Well this guy deals with being stuck in traffic because “construction” is going on, but like we all know the government needs to spend the same amount of money every year or they will get less to work with the following year.


Then he deals with the over pricing of goods in a convenient store where the guy can’t even speak our language correctly. Followed by a some guys claiming he is stepping on their “turff” (so to speak) and he just loses it. He then goes into a restaurant for some breakfast but shows up five minutes too late and has to get a burger that looks nothing like the advertisement…


how many of us deal with that? Lol He gets on a detectives radar and believe it or not it’s this guy’s last day. He continues to move across town and comes across a golf course that is obviously just there when they could be using the space for an amusement park or even a zoo for kids. Crazy enough he runs into a racist who just hates anyone who isn’t living life to his standards… I just feel like this guy is living and doing what we all wish we could do when put in these situations! !!.. he finally reaches his daughter but has a stand off with the detective who shoots him down but he didn’t even pull out a gun… he actually ended up shooting the detective with a water gun but dies… it’s sad but a real eye opener!!! I really recommend sitting down and watching this movie if you ever have time!!!

There is No Better Family

If I was “snobish” about anything; I’d have to admit it is with my family!! I always tell people that there are no other families combined that is better then my family! You see we have the best laughs, fights, and overall story.

Our laughs are usually at someone’s expense and most of the time if there is no come back then we don’t feel it’s worth laughing about. We will literally sit back and tell every “your momma” joke in the book and still come up with new ones. There are times we will just sit around and tell jokes but we still resort to poking fun at one another because we all know it will be just that A JOKE!

Now our fights are always because of a significant other but we will always welcome themessage back over because we know there really isn’t much we can do to keep them apart. We enjoy spending time together especially going out and about because there is no fight we really can’t win!! I mean you have my older brother who has a mouth piece and really bad temper… my little brother who is a lose canon and me well I’m a Gemini lol!! Enough said.

Our story are the best because no matter what kind of story we tell there is always a sound effect or a visual display lol. We can’t tell a story without getting the listeners involved… I really don’t think I’ve heard better stories because in ours u will feel what we felt the moment we get to the feeling part lol

Assholes Welcome

Most people wander why most of the people in my inner circle are such assholes and why I happen to keep them around for so long! Well I really enjoy brutal honesty no matter how it makes me feel and that’s the only truth you will receive from one of my buddies! You see these guys are the best advice givers because they don’t care how you feel; if what your saying sounds stupid or completely off the wall, they are not afraid of stopping you and letting you know! The truth will be distorted like when a woman asks, “does this make me look fat?” The usual response is, “no baby u are beautiful no matter what you wear!” That is so far from the truth especially after they buy it and after the first night almost everyone posted comments on how it really made her look fat… now she is sitting there looking at you with that, “wtf!” Look that we all know and dispise. .. well these guys will avoid all that and simply reply, “No, the dress looks amazing but you should get it in a bigger size!” It seems messed up but why lie? They believe like I do that the truth always comes around; therefore, just say what it is all the time and there will never be a fight! Some people can’t handle the truth and for them I’m sorry and glad your not my friend! I learned to be completely honest and my friendson really allow that to happen. If anyone of you has any pointers feel free to comment!! Brutal honesty is not only OK but welcomed!!

Welcome Home Joe

The day he got out...
The day he got out…

My brother just got out of jail after doing eight months for taking the fall for one of our many crazy parties back in 2009!!! He’s on paroll, but at least he is here and we are back to hanging out and drinking… I really missed not having him around; especially because he really knows how to tell it like it is. I never could sit back and be upset with myself or stay down no matter what the reason because he just wasn’t having that shit!!! I enjoy partying with him because there is always something happening but at least we stay out of trouble for the most part. I don’t think there has ever been a time when life was too hard for us. He always managed to keep me and everyone around up and positive! There is always a way out of something and there is no need to be down about it! He really made me try hard when I was in my senior yr of high school because when he tooknows the fall that was his one request to me! As you all know I was able to finish. I am always trying to help him stay on the right track because if it wasn’t for him I’d probably be in the same boat. I look up to him to get his fuck you attitude in the sense that life will keep one with or without you!!!

My brother Joe and I at slackers sportsbar
My brother Joe and I at slackers sportsbar
My older brother and eye at slackers bar
My older brother and eye at slackers bar
Just enjoying life like the good old days
Just enjoying life like the good old days

Want to be my Friend?

Ask yourself this one question before you decide you want to friend me. “Can I keep an open positive mind?”

Your answer should be yes I’m open to new positive ideas and people. You see I am not your ordinary guy. I will literally get you to rethink the way you see men in general. I am not just saying that because I’m trying to act like I’m the best; it’s because I’m the best me that I can be and there is no other. I have been told several times that in order to be my friend people must stay open minded and positive because I really do things most won’t and if your negative I’ll keep trying to make u become positive because life will only get worse until u begin to open your mind and start believing you can!!!

I am me

Respected by those I meet because I am not your ordinary guy!!!

Awkward at times because we all need to be out of place in order to leave a mark!

Memorable because for some reason people will notice me before I even see them.

Optimistic because I learned that we write our own future and I’m not going to think about failure for even a second.

Nice because no matter how much hate and anger in the world some of us men need to continue being so!!

Devoted because no matter what or how I’m treated; I will always be there for those I meet.

Accomplished in everything I do!

Natural in all the things I do!!
Imaginative in the way I think outside the box!!

Empathetic to all who require understanding

Loyal to those I meet in ways only my friends will be able to say

Passionate not just in love making but in everything I work on or else it wouldn’t be worth doing

Accepted by all because I’m willing to know and try new things

Romantic because I believe romance shall never fade even if tines are hard

Energetic no matter how tired I am; I will always find energy within to get up and hang out with friends and family

Defensive when it comes to my friends loved ones and family

Exotic to most of those who meet me because I’ve pretty much been there and done that, but I still love trying new things

Sacred to those who meet me because I guarantee u will never find another that comes close to me!!!

Verbosity Unfortunately

I tend to use way more words than is actually needed to explain topics or even just “my side” because I want my readers to understand my story’s rather than grabbing a dictionary every five minutes. I am targeting all ages and people from all walks of life. If you can read then you can follow me!!! 🙂 don’t get me wrong I’d love to learn brevity some to get to the point with fewer words, but for now I’m interested in catching people’s attention and imagination. Although twitter does begin to be a handful at times, I still manage to get what I need out with the little bit of words or characters rather… I’m just glad to have the followers I have and hope to attain many more interested like minded minds and if u have any comments or suggestions please feel free. If you would like to really connect with me please feel free as well via http://about.me/ramon_prds